free write - 8-30

i am usually tired because it is seven in the morning but today i actually feel ready to go and coffee didn't play a part in it which is unusual. today i don't have to get to work until 10:30 which is nice so after this class i actually have free time. work and school both is really taking a toll on me, but i know i can do it. me and a friend were talking the other day about high school. at the time we hated it and never wanted to go but now i would do anything for my high school years back. i really did good off way to much in high school and thats why i plan on pushing myself because i want a better  future for me and my family. i wish brett would enroll in school again but he does have a good job. he told me he should be getting a promotion here soon which will be nice. right now i am trying t olook for a house for all of us and its really stressful because i want to find a nice house that is in a good price range and that is on a good side of town.  i really don't want to live in an apartment because i have done that once before and hated having so many neighbors, i lived on the bottom floor so that ruined it for me.